Journalling? in my fa? unlikely

[Cryptozoologist.777]

i've been seeing people using this place to journal so instead of being bored why don't i try and talk about stuff i've been thinking about lately? unsure if this is even allowed.. ehehehe

[Cryptozoologist.777]

day "piki is down so i cant journal":
idk why but everytime i look back at my old posts it doesnt seem like me at all. Its good that i have perfect pronounciation and new fancy words spilling out but for some reason i seem to be??? meaner? and dont get me wrong thats just a side effect but whatever happens to me when i get all serious buisiness "log date" stuff it doesnt feel like me in a sense?

[Cryptozoologist.777]

I couldn't log in last month but now i can! Hi again its me just journaling my thoughts rn but theres been so much lately that i cant possibly think of a word to describe it its been a doozy really but all i can say is i am grateful to all the luck i have left that has lead me into a safer enviroment.

I do find it weird that bad people think they're doing a good thing when they actively hurt others and themselves in the process but then again what can i say? I will say that i have been drawing a lot more after leaving that bad place and i've never been happier ever since i left my old "friends" and made new ones along the way to discovering myself.

My time is running out gotta go to class cya!!

[Cryptozoologist.777]

Dear amazing journal

Today is going to be an amazing day cause steam games r on sale! I don't exactly want a present, just some crowd funded money from my family and fronds to buy myself a flip-phone as an adult! i've been using the same things i have since i was 9 to 14 years old and now i get to be independant for once and get something that i really really want!! :D

I would try to get a steamdeck but thats like a hundred bucks preused so i'll get something i need first 0~0, all i want for christmas is to have fun and play with my friends all day! Kind of weird they haven't responded to me since yesterday even on messenger. I'll look into it... eventually bleeeh!! In other news theres been a lot of negitivity spreading around my spaces and i'm kind of scared of an net-pal who has been making our friends do stuff like building sites and stuff, something about safety? Not sure, still not giving my drivers licence for that.

ttyl journal!

[Cryptozoologist.777]

Hey journal!

It was my brothers birthday yesterday, we had a blast wahoo!
Heres to hoping many more years.

I've ran into a personal problem but its no big deal, just nausea and a nosebleed is all. i feel very faint and woozy, will be taking a break from the net after this yikes.

I dont feel like seeing anyone anytime soon.

[Cryptozoologist.777]

Morning journal todays the day of my essay

I've been tired lately but i think i'm getting over recent events overall i think that i should treat myself to some good books on myths and conspiracies after all this or better yet a nap. I am considering getting a trenchcoat cause its going to be winter soon and theres no way of telling if i will slip on the snow butt first again XD but also because its cool and i get to be mysterious. I will be making more stuff outta tinfoil just cause but i think my priority is making stencils and pins of things i like example batman or kamen rider to decorate my coat.

I'm not exactly sure what else to say right now cause i'm a bit hungry, ttyl!

[Cryptozoologist.777]

Good afternoon journal

brr its chilly in here i think I just caught a cold, yikes! as for my plans for the holidays... I don't plan to spend christmas with my family cause they like to turn my apartment inside out or give me things i don't need or want. Its just more clutter in general and i don't like any part of it. I don't hate christmas, I just hate that none of my family members bother to know what i like sometimes almost as if they've collectively decided to ignore and latch onto the version of me that they knew; a 9 year old.

I'm a fully grown adult now so i can say that i would hope that i would have a very silent night this christmas to myself with some cocoa and a candle. I want nothing to do with the general turkey festival of constant infighting and internalised hatred that they vent or lash out on the next generation of kids but rather give myself a gift, converse with myself without getting into politics and be satisfied with the outcome.

Heres to a good holiday!