Help me. (please read)
Posted: Tue Dec 02, 2025 1:19 am
Well, first of all, hello there. This is mainly a vent post, so if you are uncomfortable of venting don't bother in replying to this thread.
I'm tired of being seen as a "corpo bootlicker" just because I use Windows, it feels so bad that I just want to throw it all to the trash and stop doing what I like. It honestly ruins all of my self-esteem and everything smh...
I'm planning to install Linux on my main PC, since well, as I told before, I'm TIRED of feeling guilty of all of the bad stuff is happening nowadays just because I use Windows. It sucks, Genuinely. One problem, I use Adobe Animate and Windows-exclusive plugins and stuff, so that makes me more guilty for "ruining the world" as people say nowadays, I can't stand it anymore. And plus, I really like Minimalism too, as much as Frutiger Aero, and as I said before, I'm tired of feeling guilty for all the bad things in this world, and being called a "soulless" person just for my interests. Talking about interests, liking Touhou is really hard nowadays, people will call you a... Well, I can't say it here, but you know what I mean. I suffered bullying IRL just because of my interests
Talking about interests (again), there is one problem of mine. Nintendo.
In short, I LOVE Nintendo. I love their games, their franchises, specially Mario and Kirby, as they're special to me in my life. One problem is that people will genuinely throw sh*t at you just because you like it, and call you "a corp bootlicker" and "an evil person", as the Steam Deck people say. I own a Steam Deck, I don't play on it since one of its buttons broke, and the only system I play with is my Switch Lite, (of course modded.) I feel like my life sucks, and I don't know what I did to deserve this.
In short; I take other people's opinions too seriously, thinking they are a direct attack on me and therefore "I should follow the rules to be socially acceptable"
How I can help myself? Do people (and people here) will really accept me how I am? Thank you in advance.
I'm tired of being seen as a "corpo bootlicker" just because I use Windows, it feels so bad that I just want to throw it all to the trash and stop doing what I like. It honestly ruins all of my self-esteem and everything smh...
I'm planning to install Linux on my main PC, since well, as I told before, I'm TIRED of feeling guilty of all of the bad stuff is happening nowadays just because I use Windows. It sucks, Genuinely. One problem, I use Adobe Animate and Windows-exclusive plugins and stuff, so that makes me more guilty for "ruining the world" as people say nowadays, I can't stand it anymore. And plus, I really like Minimalism too, as much as Frutiger Aero, and as I said before, I'm tired of feeling guilty for all the bad things in this world, and being called a "soulless" person just for my interests. Talking about interests, liking Touhou is really hard nowadays, people will call you a... Well, I can't say it here, but you know what I mean. I suffered bullying IRL just because of my interests
Talking about interests (again), there is one problem of mine. Nintendo.
In short, I LOVE Nintendo. I love their games, their franchises, specially Mario and Kirby, as they're special to me in my life. One problem is that people will genuinely throw sh*t at you just because you like it, and call you "a corp bootlicker" and "an evil person", as the Steam Deck people say. I own a Steam Deck, I don't play on it since one of its buttons broke, and the only system I play with is my Switch Lite, (of course modded.) I feel like my life sucks, and I don't know what I did to deserve this.
In short; I take other people's opinions too seriously, thinking they are a direct attack on me and therefore "I should follow the rules to be socially acceptable"
How I can help myself? Do people (and people here) will really accept me how I am? Thank you in advance.